O Solitude

<br>O, how it hurts<br>The sting of solitude!<br>I`m quenching on my own<br>My solitude is going to kill me<br><br>O, how they tighten<br>The ropes around my neck!<br>What have I done to myself?<br>From this self-made hell<br>Who is going to save me?<br><br>As I`m laying here<br>With my eyes closed<br>I can see you smiling, drowning in joy<br>I reach out my arms; beg to touch your face<br>But you stand there motionless<br>Waving from the other side<br><br>Childhood memories: tears of happiness in my eyes<br>Sitting in the middle of a crowded room<br>Around me joyous faces -those who loved me<br>They are all here for me -I`m the pride of the room<br>Beautiful paintings on the walls<br>Someone throws a match into the fireside...<br><br>Where are they now? Please, tell me!<br>As this pain cuts me in two<br>And nobody is here to heal my open wounds<br>Alone I am dying, alone I am crying<br>I pray for time to come and take<br>The remains of what seems to have been me...<br><br>Even the shadows of time have abandoned me<br>They left terrified by the empty look<br>On my scarred face<br>Time has forgotten me<br>I`m getting older every day but I never die<br><br>&quot;The time has come to end your life:say a last goodbye to the world&quot;<br>&quot;I can`t do such a thing&quot;<br>&quot;What are you waiting for? The world doesn`t need you. Die like a honourable man&quot;<br>&quot;NEVER! I shall live and learn to bear this damned pain!&quot;