Despair

<br>A deadly suffering filled with pleasure. <br>A necessity giving you the breath of life.<br>Behind the black mask... <br>Beyond the night. <br>In silent solitude one dwells in sadness.<br>Death smiles to me... laughs at me. <br><br>A millennium of nights shall be mine. <br>Desperate is the senselessness of time. <br>An ocean of darkness. <br>Unbearable is the pain of doom.<br>A wretched beast of remarkable dreariness. <br><br>The feeling of being abandoned caught me.<br>A loneliness calmer than any emotion. <br>The deadly silence. <br>A suffering expressing the most exquisite beauty.<br>I felt lost... Almost desperate.