My Own Fear

<br>I search my beliefs wherever I may go <br>I take your disease underneath my toes <br>I wear this pain of mine but nothing seems to change <br>For you I`m just a lie, a blinded eye, simple clay <br><br>I face my beliefs throughout the unknown <br>I scream my own grief shaking up my moan <br>I fall and grip in my darkness sky <br>I just can`t believe that this is waht you call life <br><br>Giving me the lead and I... <br>Giving me the lead and I... <br>Giving me the lead and I... <br>Sink it all inside <br><br>...my own fear <br>...my own fear <br><br>And once again I die and I drift... away... <br>It grows on me <br>It takes... the pain on me... down <br>I have to change... <br>I have to change... <br>I break my beliefs now my heart is stoned <br>I hate everything now everything is for my own <br>I play by your rules and something seems to change <br>Now I`m a real lie, a blinded eye, simple clay <br><br>...my own fear <br>...my own fear <br>I sink with all inside