Stwisted

<br>I ain`t gonna kill myself loving you<br>I ain`t gonna break my own heart<br>I ain`t gonna kill myself wanting you<br>When you don`t seem to want any part of my love<br>And I know I`ll be fine just as soon as I let go<br>Yes I know I`ll be alright as soon as I let go<br>Get a strong case of weakness -- a rich worthless love<br>Tell you straight out that it`s twisted<br>Crack flash of lightning struck from above<br>Knocked down a cow and I kissed ya<br>Oh, now, now I know I`ll be fine just as soon as I let go<br>Yes I know I`ll be alright as soon as I let go<br>But I keep holding on for a future<br>I keep waiting for something to change<br>I keep holding on for a future<br>I keep looking for something that I never see<br>I ain`t gonna kill myself loving you<br>I ain`t gonna die for a life together<br>I ain`t gonna kill myself wanting you<br>When you don`t seem to want me oh my days go by