Once I Believed

<br>i prove myself wrong<br>denied reality for far too long<br>i shudder to think<br>but it`s no surprise at all<br>i was living in the hope<br>of a feeling to be shared<br>that`s all i`ve ever wanted<br>that`s all i`ve ever dared<br>now things have changed<br>attitudes are dearranged<br>it seems that it`s uncool<br>to say what you feel<br>once i believed<br>in respect, trust and loyality<br>this was what used to be<br>it always made sence to me<br>there`s nothing left<br>the flame`s gone in their eyes<br>no one seems to care<br>or is willing to share<br>just choose to ignore<br>and comfort in shallow lies<br>clutching at straws<br>drowning in their own disguise<br>once i believed<br>in respect, trust and loyality<br>this was what used to be<br>it always made sence to me<br>once i believed<br>in honor, faith and dignity<br>this was what used to be<br>but nothing makes sence to me<br>...makes sence to me<br>i look at you<br>i look at me<br>and hold back all i want to say<br>it`s so hard to betray... yourself!<br><br>...so hard<br>...so hard<br>...so hard to betray<br>...myself! <br>once i believed<br>in me!