59 Times The Pain

<br>The most intense of burning hells<br><br>Blasting expectations into smithereens<br><br>Never feeling normal, cant accept the truth<br><br>Resign myself to hating it, I hate it all<br><br><br><br>Cant say that I dont like it<br><br>Because the words wont come out right<br><br>All I feel is bitter, and it wont make it better<br><br><br><br>59 times the pain, I could never be like you<br><br>59 times the pain, I could never be like you<br><br>59 times the pain<br><br><br><br>Never figured out eating 3 meals a day<br><br>When the people sit in their broken-down homes<br><br>Look at the photos from different eras gone by<br><br>Shows the changes, and I hate them all<br><br><br><br>Dont want to live with myself<br><br>Cant live with what goes on<br><br>All I see is the humiliation<br><br>I wish it was gone