Hardly

<br>I am a memory,<br>I never existed<br>And now I am nothing.<br><br>Her name, a single word<br>Melts me, takes me to the ground.<br>Only alive, cant she see<br>Im destroyed by yesterdays.<br><br>And do I gain?<br><br>I could only Dream<br>For chance to side with me,<br>Inquire, ingest, implode.<br>Let this not be the disassemblance of me.<br>Another night with arms still empty.<br><br>Im destroyed.<br><br>And do I gain?<br>Or just fall.