Still Life

<br>For every time I have to listen to you scream<br>I`ll break apart the image of you smiling back at me<br><br>Why does it have to be this way?<br>Don`t expect me to stay<br><br>And it seems that all you`ve cared about is slowly washing away<br>And I`ve become just a stepping stone as all the memories fade<br>Yet I still let the guilt come over me<br>I`ll still tell you lies until I die and wonder what is wrong with me<br><br>I think I know this feeling but it`s never been so strong<br>You thought that I forgot about it but it can never feel too long<br><br>You take my life into your hands<br>You like to throw me down then watch me try to stand<br><br>I think I have this vision of what will soon be lost<br>I`m not afraid of you because I know that you are all talk