My Friends

<br>I was so lost in my pain, fear was melting my brain,<br>I was counting the days to insanity, I was afraid to move myself<br>Afraid to hurt myself, more than I had until that day<br>Everything I believed in, everything I fought for<br>Was now underneath my feet and my heart beat<br>Was so gone, couldn`t be felt by anyone<br>So alone it gave me the creeps<br>My drugs got me in bed went up to my head And I really don`t wanna depend<br>So I`ll stick to<br>My friends and my friends and my car and my friends<br>My friends and my friends and my cards and my friends<br>Martini until the end<br>Play pool again<br>Never thought woyuld be like this<br>No one told me it would be like this<br>I`m amazed I`m amazed with myself<br>And my brain and my pain<br>And my pain and my veins<br>Are delivering it to my health<br>My self-confidence was broken while my trust was taken<br>And it left me with an empty life and this knife<br>Rests on the middle of me bed, I think in all the things she said<br>Close my eyes and sleep<br>All these drugs in my head, it seems I`m already dead<br>And I really don`t want to depend<br>So I`ll stick to ...<br>Can`t smoke anymore can`t drink anynmore, still I do it, I do it again<br>Lost everything I had, Far from mum, far from dad<br>I thank God for my good, good friends<br>But where`s this God that I mention? Where is He right now?<br>As I die as slowly as I can? All my plans, went down the hole<br>My life has no goal, and I wonder if this is worth it<br>But my friends took my hand<br>Helped me to lift myself again<br>And that`s why I really love