Fall Leaves

<br>and when the trees turn coloured leaves,<br>is when the wind will take you here,<br>i knew this would be what happened next,<br>no matter which way, or which year.<br>i kept on thinking you were the one that made me happy<br>just to see you smile.<br>i knew i would see you at your work, where we first met.<br>i forgot all the times that you said `kiss me once before i leave,<br>because i`d really like to sleep in comfort`.<br>when i hide all these tears inside then the monsters won`t even look.<br>sometimes i wish i knew what you were doing these past two months<br>that you`ve been away from here,<br>then other times i could care less about you and your problems,<br>they come to haunt me in my sleep.<br>but did you know that this time i`m going to do the right thing now,<br>just be the best i can.<br>just don`t expect much from me right now,<br>just read the poems i wrote you (they`re all not true).<br>and i`m sorry, you had to die so fast,<br>you were oh so young, twenty-one<br>and already past your prime, so sad, so sad.<br>and i`m thinking, and i know it`s the right thing to do,<br>you`re already dead so i could care less about you.<br>i wonder how your, i wonder how you`re doing in hell.