Sun

<br>Im a mess, I guess.<br><br>Its what I asked for, its what I needed.<br><br>Well, you know me better than that,<br><br>Or at least you did and something happened.<br><br>But once again somethings happened.<br><br>The confidence you held in us is the rope we almost hung ourselves with.<br><br>At times I wonder if we really took the steps to break right through it.<br><br>I know that there were better days, but to see the light and to feel the rays.<br><br>Life was always back and forth and we were idling or making useless progress.<br><br>Waiting for the rain to stop.<br><br>Destination: beautiful.<br><br>Seems that Im still waiting for the sun.<br><br>Someday will come back to us, if youre willing let it go.<br><br>Why wont you just let this be your sun? <br><br>It seems like yesterday we had the world our way.<br><br>But some day were heading for destruction.<br><br><br><br>Ill ask you "what in the world should we do? "<br><br>This light is green our break is through.<br><br>Are we not trying or are we trying too hard? <br><br>Well, you know I never want to miss,<br><br>I hold on tight and reminisce.<br><br>But its bittersweet to me.<br><br>When time stands still as its trapped inside<br><br>The letterbox you gave back to me.<br><br>But Im the one who keeps on reading.<br><br>But Im the one who wants to let it go.<br><br>Im the first to speak.<br><br>Youre the last to know.<br><br>Another scene that were creating,<br><br>I need to know if were still making useless progress.