Calloused

<br>searching for pictures in the tiles on the floor while the day light slips by almost unnoticed minutes to hours spent doing less voluntary confinement heart beat at rest all systems failing lost at sea not sailing only just getting by at best iзЈ›e long resisted the static i exist in i should be calloused instead i built this palace raise the bridge iзЈЌl spend the evening in and out the window with more than i care to know you donзЈ? need to feel ashamed of things you will only do again guilty thoughts will fade away with a routine of denial and forgetfulness all systems failing lost at sea not sailing only just getting by at best iзЈ›e long resisted the static i exist in i should be calloused instead i built this palace raise the bridge iзЈЌl spend the evening in and out the window with more than i care to know you donзЈ? need to feel ashamed of things you will only do again guilty thoughts will fade away with a routine of denial and forgetfulness