Wake Up Screaming

<br>I don`t think I am what I was before<br>I never watched anyone die before<br>I wish I`d never left home<br>I wish I`d left it alone<br>Temptation is a disease<br>You can never do as you please<br>Your body takes over and your mind don`t care<br>Never think twice what might happen out there<br>Go straight in for the ultimate sin<br>And nobody else ever seems to care<br>So I took what I thought was mine<br>And waited for a very long time<br>And I thought I knew what happened to you<br>Cos you told me exactly what to do<br>So I did it right and stayed up all night<br>Felt like killing myself for you<br>I don`t think like I did before<br>I never watched anyone die before<br>I felt like I died as well<br>The look the words the smell<br>The way you looked at me<br>As if I`d never be free<br>I remember the words like a favorite song<br>Cos I forget the way things went wrong<br>Faked a picture of perfect health<br>Then I realised I was killing myself<br>I don`t think I am what I was before<br>I never watched anyone die before<br>I dream in slow motion and I wake up screaming