I Am ...

<br>Wonder back to where you were at, you`ll find me <br>You fucking idiot what you got see <br>Wasn`t really me just a shadow of what I could`ve been <br>And then multiply <br>Into a ruthless, an over bad, another sad <br>Then I cut myself out the way <br>Of conflicting views (that were) stirring up truth <br>I can`t get it right <br><br>Turning back on myself is the hardest thing <br>I could have possibly done <br>With the will to change I`ve got no one to blame and I`m telling you this is? <br><br>Why, do we always try? <br>Do we always try? <br>To cover up our mistakes <br>To try and be what they`d expect <br><br>As I wonder back myself I get full of wealth <br>Knowing I am right out of sight <br>Feeling calmer, don`t know how to use this <br>Too busy trying to fucking well abuse this <br>That I find myself flipping a coin <br>On my personality whom I gonna join <br>This is what`s wrong this not strong <br>I can`t explain it <br>So who you gonna blame it on <br><br>Turning back on myself is the hardest thing <br>I could have possibly done <br>With the will to change I`ve got no one to blame and I`m telling you this is? <br><br>Why, do we always try? <br>Do we always try? <br>To cover up our mistakes <br>To try and be what they`d expect <br><br>Find a way to find yourself <br>And mind you don`t fall <br>I`m not sure I like what I found so <br>Be careful of your height and say I`m all I am <br><br>Cause the fact of the matter is what you see and you get <br>Isn`t always true for me <br>I lie to the back of my teeth and your never gonna see me <br>Cause I cover it up with expression <br>Would you call me a fool cause I`m questioned? <br>And you never gonna break this <br>Cause the face who takes this space is under pressure <br>Everyone shows a gesture <br>By changing the mask I wear am I a lesser? <br>Oh, and when I get low <br>I can not stay this way why cant you see? <br>Its easy to delude yourself in thinking this is who I am <br><br>Get <br>Get back <br>Get <br>Get back further <br><br>Get <br>Get back <br>Get <br>Get back further <br><br>To cover up are mistakes <br>To try and be what they`d expect <br><br>Expect to see and find <br>Expect to see and hear <br>Expect to be and do <br>But know one said it be easy <br><br>But no one said it be easy <br>No one said it be easy <br>No one said it be easy <br>No one said it be easy <br><br>No one said it be easy <br>No one said it be easy <br>No one said it be easy <br>No one said it be easy