Salve mea

How can I change the world if I can`t even change myself ?<br>I cannot change the way I am ?<br>I don`t know, I don`t know.<br><br>I take a look at the world behind these eyes,<br>Every nook, every cranny reorganize,<br>Realize my face don`t fit the way I feel.<br>What`s real ?<br>I need a mirror to check my face is in place,<br>Incase of upheaval, fundamental movement below,<br>What`s really going on I wanna know,<br>But yo, we don`t show on the outside, so slide.<br>Just below my skin I`m screaming...<br><br>I need a mirror for my spirit,<br>Yeah, can you feel it ?<br>When I get deep, wanna hear myself sleep,<br>Not drowning, just tumbling around and around in the voices<br>Like a crowd in my head so loud,<br>I wonder what it`s like to be dead,<br>I hope it`s quiet, noise in my head like a riot,<br>Any remedy you have for me I`ll try it.<br>Just below my skin I`m screaming...<br><br>I`m going deep, so deep that I can`t sleep,<br>The pills ain`t cheep but the bills are steep,<br>So I ___ with a booze and a slpiff,<br>Try to snooze,<br>But who`s dreaming ___ this is win or lose,<br>Put down the drink, try not to think,<br>Let it go, fundamental movement below,<br>And yo, reality is dreaming, <br>Just below my skin I`m screaming...