Decisions

<br>decisions decisions<br>my minds blowing into the screen<br>television disrupting the sound of the tears<br>in the kitchen where my mom first threw a knife at me <br>mom i said i was sorry<br>im sitting alone <br>i need someone to hold<br>my heart hurts<br>decisions to make<br>am i ready to take my life away<br><br>suck it up kid <br>youre about to die anyway<br>your dads wasted<br>your moms on crack<br>your brothers gay<br>never mind that<br>take a 22 to your mouth <br>and blow your brains out<br>im sitting alone<br>i need someone to hold<br>my heart hurts<br>decisions to make<br>am i ready to take my life away<br><br>im drowning here<br>to seal the flame<br>were happy i will seee you all in hell<br>i cant stop there<br>to say again<br>the reason were blown away<br><br>away<br>away<br>away<br><br>decisions decisions<br>my minds blowing into the screen<br>television disrupting the sound of the tears<br>NEVER MIND THAT<br>take a 22to your mouth <br>and blow your brains out<br>im sitting alone<br>i need someone to hold <br>my heart hurts<br>decisions to make<br>am i ready to take my life away