If I Could...

<br>Senses start to falter <br>My vision is altered <br>There`s a blind wind running <br>Through the trees <br>My memories <br>They deceive so cunningly <br><br>With no reply <br>With no reprieve <br>I try to chase what I believe <br>Into my mind <br>Where I lie - that everything`s fine <br><br>But if I could... <br>turn around <br>And if I could... <br>hear the sound <br>And if I could... <br>feel the ground <br>falling beneath me <br><br>I don`t want to tell you goodbye <br>But I don`t want to tell you a lie <br>This thing... <br>This aching <br>Tears my heart and <br>Cuts me down to size <br>I don`t remember <br>A time when things like this <br>Weren`t so amiss <br>This abyss <br>I can`t believe I`m so naive to this.