Escape From Reality

<br>The drugs are ruling. controlling. confusing<br>Don`t want to be myself anymore<br>Can`t escape from reality<br><br>I`ll make my own decisions<br>Without distorted visions<br>Fighting for rebirth<br>In torture and toment driven<br>Last time I`m not forgiven<br>Imprisioned I blame myself<br><br>I am feeling what it has been doing to me <br>It is changing ican not find my ecstasy<br>Addicted I suffer lost<br>Broken I dry retch emotion<br>Addiction it feeds on us (let it rule)<br><br>I`ll deceive you and I will lead you<br>Drag you down and force to feed you<br>Money`s no issue just what I do<br>An industry of fake illusion<br><br>Here`s the reason a taste of freedom<br>An open mind to stained delusion<br>I know it`s new to you but I am telling you<br>You`re searching for a different life<br><br>You`ll make your own decision<br>Through distorted visions <br>Fighting for rebirth<br>In torture and toment driven<br>Last time you`re not forgiven<br>Imprisioned you`lI blame yourself<br><br>Whats the meaning of what I`m needing<br>Cannot escape this life I`m leading<br>I reach to others but they despise me<br>I`m pushed aside with no one to turn to<br><br>Now I`m empty I`m done with dealing<br>I live alone but have no healing<br>Cut arms bleeding it`s never ending<br>A pool of blood I`m descending<br><br>I`ll make my own decisions<br>Without distorted visions<br>Fighting for rebirth<br>In torture and toment driven<br>Last time I`m not forgiven<br>Imprisioned I blame myself