Life

<br>Years of rejections and years of regrets, years of unbearable guilt,<br>Years of creating a dream life could never fulfill<br>Days of forgiveness and days of no trust toss me around like a toy<br>Days which will make me forget even seconds of joy<br><br>While pain is cutting like a knife I`m trying hard to reinvent<br>My life - all my life<br><br>Left in a cell with a window so small - barely feeling the sun<br>Sneaking the light on my skin. But my struggle`s begun.<br>Pushing aside every shadow of fear, lifting myself from the ground,<br>Throwing the glove in the face of what`s holding me down<br><br>While pain is working with it`s knife I`m trying hard to reinvent<br>The rest - the bits and pieces of my life.