If I Die Tonight

<br>(feat. Liyana Lil` Boogie) <br><br>Verse 1 <br>If I die tonight <br>What would I do <br>On my last day <br>I know I`d wake early <br>In the morn` for crack <br>Of dawn`s last pray <br>Then prolly go for breakfast <br>Like I used to do <br>Fried kuey teow FAM <br>And roti canai at Raju`s <br>With my boo <br>And friends from way back <br>Neighborhood homies <br>Extended fam <br>They only know me <br>As that same cat <br>With that shaved head <br>Rocking Cross Colors <br>Sneaks to school <br>Writin` rhymes at the back of class <br>Playing tricks on fools <br>Then I`d come back to the crib <br>Tidy up a bit <br>Y`all know my room`s messy <br>Though classy <br>Start arrange my ish <br>Line up my shoes one by one <br>Start with Jordans <br>And end with them Air Force Ones <br>Put a Post-it on the tongue <br>Of each one <br>With the name of each dun <br>I think I know my homies <br>And who would want which one <br>Get on the phone <br>And holla` at everybody <br>It`s nearly noon <br>Gots to have lunch <br>With the family <br>Then spend the last day <br>I don`t know <br>Try do a million other things <br>Hoping somehow <br>Time will slow <br>I guess what <br>I`m trying to say is <br>Take everyday <br>Like it was your last <br>Work towards your dreams <br>Before you pass <br>And have a blast <br>While you at it <br>`Cause we don`t know <br>When we go go <br>So make the best of it <br>Just keep it real to yourself <br>And to all people <br>If y`all lost somebody before <br>Remember there`ll be a sequel <br><br><br>Chorus (2x) <br>If I die tonight <br>You know it`ll be alright <br>Just smile for me <br>Reminisce the fond memories <br><br><br>Verse 2 <br>Well if I die tonight <br>I wonder <br>Where I`ll be tomorrow <br>Nobody cry please <br>Push away the sorrow <br>`Cause I ain`t been <br>The best of men <br>The best of friends <br>The best of mom <br>And daddy`s last son <br>The best of anything <br>Tell Joe here`s a last one <br>If I die tonight <br>Would I be forgiven <br>By all the people <br>I been slackin` with <br>When I was livin`? <br>Those who I hurt their hearts <br>Took advantage of <br>And even lied to <br>Hug you one last time <br>For forgiveness <br>Yeah I would like to <br>If I die tonight <br>Would you feel the loss? <br>Tomorrow would you dial <br>My number by accident <br>Then suddenly... pause? <br>If I die tonight <br>I wonder who would get <br>To keep my caps and shoes <br>Jerseys, even my little <br>Stuffed crocodile Coco too <br>Get my cell phone <br>Message everyone from A to Z <br>Tell `em this ain`t Malique <br>He passed away last night <br>And pray he rest in peace <br>If I die tonight <br>Would you think of my room <br>When you see blue <br>Wanted to clean it up this morning <br>But then I never knew <br>If I die tonight <br>What would happen to Tim <br>How long would it take <br>Before she kissed another man?... <br>God damn... <br>At fast food joints <br>Would she still order <br>The same combo meal for two? <br>Things I wish I knew... <br><br><br>Chorus (2X) <br>If I die tonight <br>You know it`ll be alright <br>Just smile for me <br>Reminisce the fond memories <br><br><br>Verse 3 <br>A cute lil` thing <br>To many eyes <br>To me you were simply <br>A beautiful thing <br>I tell no lies <br>We went from <br>Mere invisible friends <br>To pals real tight <br>Rendezvous up on the net <br>To chitty chat all night <br>I used to pick you up <br>Until you got your own ride <br>A slammin` two door whip <br>A grey 36-72 <br>Lookin` all slick <br>Remember when I asked why this <br>You said because it`s real fast <br>So you can rush <br>To see your boy after class <br>The last time <br>We met was `01 September <br>You left feelin` upset over... something <br>I can`t remember... <br>I never apologized <br>Till January 10th 2003 <br>When I heard you passed away <br>When I was deep in my sleep <br>Your loss taught me <br>Not to take my friends for granted <br>Misunderstandings <br>Gotta slam it quick <br>Death you never plan it <br>You`re sorely missed down here Wawyn <br>Rest in peace <br>This too shall pass <br>But our true friendship will never cease... <br>Love... <br><br><br>Chorus (till end) <br>If I die tonight <br>You know it`ll be alright <br>Just smile for me <br>Reminisce the fond memories <br><br><br>*Dedicated to the loving memory of Zehan Azureen 1982-2003*