Choke Back The Tears

<br>When I`m drowning in my bed<br>I feel so sick, I wanna be dead<br>I woke up as I fell to the floor<br>I then realized...<br>Life is slowly melting down<br>When in bed, I should have drowned<br>I shouted as if something would help<br>I then realized...<br>I did not care, what it was<br>I couldn`t find a cure<br>My life sucks, just because<br>I couldn`t find a cure<br>Screaming cause my headache burns<br>It just goes on, the world still turns<br>I looked up and melted away<br>I then realized...<br>Blasting out my stomach bug<br>I held on tight, I needed a tug<br>Life has ended so fuck that, man<br>I then realized...<br>I did not care, how I lived<br>The cure was not in sight<br>My life sucked, and now I`m dead<br>I still can`t see the light