So Many Nights

<br>so many nights i pray that this would just...stop...<br>i woke out of my sleep from the sound..of a pop lock<br>my heart would drop to the ground<br>maybey the fact my pops wasnt around force you to found<br>these guys that would just knock you down or beat you around<br>(i dont know) my inner sense was lost back then, not to be found<br>and in a sense its like this world was just weighing me down<br>leaning its weight hard on my shoulder<br>making my heart less warm and much more coulder<br>chip off my tooth and a chip on my shoulders<br>i told yall that i dont play..i seen that drama every god damn day<br>so go ahead yep yab away...cause now you got alot to say<br><br>CHORUS:<br>cast your judgement, cast, all your stoneS, holdin my hand, holdin on to everything i have because its slippin away soo fast and its all i have...<br><br>i was like six then we aint have a pot to piss in<br>while most kids lives consist of shine and glisin<br>my was lined with mischeif..a boy flippin<br>devoid the times you find joy or reminisin<br>its like time was pissin, years was passin..i was inside<br>while kids was out side laughin..no time for games<br>they fake toy planes was crashin,while me my life was crashin<br>at night fist fights left my moms face smashed in<br>her mans blastin..threw her down a flight of stairs<br>alone and scared,i stared in eyes of men who didnt care<br>my father was never there,now im am prepared for this lifetime<br>thats unfair,just like my fight from the bottom to the top,<br>just like i had to fight for all that i got, it hurts but i still wont stop<br>until my casket drops.<br><br>CHORUS X2<br><br>so many nights i pray that this would just stop<br>just stop..just stop