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<br>I hope one day I will grow out of this<br>Then I will leave this battlefield<br><br>Good or bad depends on your point of view<br>And I can see things from both sides<br>Just one more classic case of catch-22<br>Things don`t have a simple truth<br><br>So you ask where this is leading me<br>Only I don`t have an answer yet<br><br>Seeing things black and white is for the weak<br>I`m strong enough for shades of grey<br>While searching for the perfect compromise<br>I am driven to despair<br><br>So my thoughts are spinning around<br>For I know my problem well<br>And I wonder, will I ever get<br>Out of this carousel<br><br>You are trying in vain<br>To reach me with your hands<br>But all that I can say<br>Is I hope you understand<br><br>So I am caught between the chairs again<br>While everybody else does fine<br><br>It`s just my nature to move back and forth<br>Always trying not to offend<br>I cannot decide whether to refuse<br>Or to reach out for your helping hand<br><br>So my thoughts are spinning around<br>For I know my problem well<br>And I wonder, will I ever get<br>Out of this carousel<br><br>You are trying in vain<br>To reach me with your hands<br>But all that I can say<br>Is I hope you understand<br><br>Meanwhile I`m trying to make up my mind<br>Feeling like I`m paralysed<br>What`s the sense of it all, is it...<br><br>Because of you and I<br>Because of fear<br>Or just because of all<br>That I wish to have near<br>It`s about really stupid things<br>But they keep growing until<br>They seem to tear me apart<br><br>So my thoughts are spinning around<br>For I know my problem well<br>And I wonder, will I ever get<br>Out of this carousel<br><br>You are trying in vain<br>To reach me with your hands<br>You ask for explanations<br>Until things make sense<br>Well, I don`t have any<br>So all that I can say is<br>I hope you understand<br><br>It is because you and I<br>Because of fear<br>Because of all<br>That I wish to have near<br><br>It`s about really stupid things<br>Of no major size<br>But they keep on growing<br>Until a part of me dies