Almost Real

<br>I looked deep into your eyes<br><br>Saw men lying broken<br><br>Shattered at the bottom of your well<br><br>You took their simple affection<br><br>Turned it into bad infection<br><br>Sent them packing straight to hell<br><br>I see what sweats you<br><br>Reality threatens you<br><br>You cant hide yourself from me<br><br>When you see the one that sees through you - its me<br><br>Canine men<br><br>Fighting, lying, trying to be the one<br><br>That gets to feel your touch<br><br>I see them lined up like broken heroes<br><br>Spitting out pieces of their broken luck<br><br>I guess Ive got good sense and hindsight<br><br>Because to me it never meant that much<br><br>When you see the one that laughs at you - its me<br><br><br><br>Wasted time spent thinking about you<br><br>You know Ive come to hate myself<br><br>Smashing my hands against the wall<br><br>Trying to forget the foolish way I felt<br><br>Youre so kind when it serves you well<br><br>Your cruelty<br><br><br><br>No more trying<br><br>No more lying<br><br>No more messing around with my mind<br><br>Im going, Im gone<br><br><br><br>Because now I see you<br><br>You must think Im blind<br><br>When you need those arms around you<br><br>You wont find my arms around you<br><br>When you see the one that sees through you<br><br>When you see the one that laughs at you - its me