Gift Of Suffering

<br>For lies<br>You remember my name<br>For pain<br>I stayed so insane<br>My mind was so blind<br>That pain was always so cruel<br>It soiled my faith and scratched my feelings<br>And i fell down into the entrails of hate<br>Something inside of me has left<br>Now i`m healing my soul and that`s a gift of my suffering<br>That pain cames so suddenly<br>I thought about you every day<br>A night without you was suffering<br>Was i a devil for you?