I Confess

<br>I`ve been really really bad <br>I said mean things just to get you mad <br>I`ve been really really glad <br>To see you fight for me <br>I`ve been carrying around <br>An awful lot of weight that holds me down <br>I`ve got a heavy, heavy heart <br>That`s making me too crazy <br><br>I might explode or melt down from distress <br>I`ll never know `til it gets off my chest <br><br>I confess to loving you too much <br>Dying for your touch <br>That never is enough to hold me <br>Driving way too fast <br>Living in the past <br>And never knowing that I`m happy <br><br>I`ve been really, really bad <br>I keep shutting down when you get sad <br>I don`t really understand how to give to you <br>I`ve been known to jump the gun <br>I`m the first to leave if it`s not fun <br>My heart is always on the run <br>As soon as I`m confused <br><br>It can`t be good to make life the enemy <br>If I could I`d tame what`s inside me <br><br>I confess I give you little tests <br>I do not do my best <br>Forgetting that I`m blessed and lucky <br>Wasting too much time <br>Pouring too much wine <br>And tuning out sometimes when you fuck me <br>Being self obsessed <br>Take too long getting dressed <br>Take your tenderness for granted <br>Getting negative <br>I`m hyper-sensitive <br>I come down on you heavy handed <br><br>They say that all things heal faster with the truth <br>And confession is the way a soul finds its groove <br><br>Oh I know I gotta confess to <br>Loving you too much <br>and dying for your touch <br>That never is enough to hold me <br>Driving way too fast <br>Living in the past <br>And never knowing that I`m happy <br>I give you little tests <br>I do not do my best <br>Forgetting that I`m blessed and lucky <br>Wasting too much time <br>Pouring too much wine <br>And tuning out sometimes when you fuck me