I Don`t Know How To Love Him

<br>MARY MAGDALENEI don`t know how to love him.<br>What to do, how to move him.<br>I`ve been changed, yes really changed.<br>In these past few days, when I`ve seen myself,<br>I seem like someone else.I don`t know how to take this.<br>I don`t see why he moves me.<br>He`s a man. He`s just a man.<br>And I`ve had so many men before,<br>In very many ways,<br>He`s just one more.<br>Should I bring him down?<br>Should I scream and shout?<br>Should I speak of love,<br>Let my feelings out?<br>I never thought I`d come to this.<br>What`s it all about?<br>Don`t you think it`s rather funny,<br>I should be in this position.<br>I`m the one who`s always been<br>So calm, so cool, no lover`s fool,<br>Running every show.<br>He scares me so.<br>I never thought I`d come to this.<br>What`s it all about?<br>Yet, if he said he loved me,<br>I`d be lost. I`d be frightened.<br>I couldn`t cope, just couldn`t cope.<br>I`d turn my head. I`d back away.<br>I wouldn`t want to know.<br>He scares me so.<br>I want him so.<br>I love him so.