Refusing Consciousness

Текст песни Adema - Refusing Consciousness <br/> Its so hard to watch you struggle<br />Even harder when i have to see you stumble<br />Short tempers harsh words that humble<br />Watching the world<br />Watching the world<br />Around me crumble<br /><br />I wont fight back<br />( )<br />Cant give in<br />Wont stay here forever like this<br />All the world read my senses<br />Again<br /><br />Like a brother<br />Like a sister<br />Something like family<br />I was alone<br />But you save me<br />Insecurities race through my heart<br />New situation realizing my part<br />The mean has changed like seasons<br />Were fighting our own addictions<br /><br />Patience brings heart aches<br />Anger flies still we try<br />I wont fight back<br />Cant give in<br />Wont stay here forever like this<br />Refusing consciousness<br />To drown in to cope with<br />Innebriate to find when waking<br />That nothing has been changed<br /><br />Take one more drink<br />You cant live without<br />Take one more drink<br />Take one more drink<br />Or drown without it<br />Take one more drink<br /><br />So hard to talk about it<br />I know that you lie about it<br />Stand there and watch you sing without it<br />Lose your sleep at night<br />I still dream about it<br /><br />I wont fight back<br />Cant give in<br />Wont stay here forever like this<br />Refusing consciousness<br />To drown in<br />To cope with<br />Innebriate<br />To find out nothing has changed