Time and time again

I've been running to let go I've been running away from home My knees no longer hold But I can't stop It's still too easy to turn refrain: Time and time again you fade away And I wonder how you Still manage to beat the hell out of me refrain2: Time and time again you seem to fail But it seems that you can Still manage to crush my self-esteem I'm hoping when I'm gone You realize I'm not that strong That I would suffocate my will to play along And I wish you'd understand I've sacrificed all I can To share my soul with you refrain refrain2 I got lost in the fire I tried to get away But the flames grew higher Too high for me refrain refrain2 Time and time, time and time, time and time again Still manage to beat the hell out of me yeah, yeah and you still manage to crush my self-esteem