Numb

This is so dumb, this is so bad<br> Ought to be numb to wish you like that<br> Lifting me up, letting me fall<br> Fuck with my head like there's nothing there at all<br><br> You were my sun, you were my<br> I was your past and you were mine fast<br> Breaking my heart one push at a time<br> There's a reason why, yeah<br><br> You don't know what it is you do to me<br> Yeah, you stole my heart<br> And all I have is a hole where it used to be<br> And my heart is flawed<br><br> It's like you've got some substitute for me<br> But he's not the one<br> You don't know what it is you do to me<br> Yeah, you leave me numb<br><br> Yeah, you leave me numb, numb<br><br> Losing my mind, losing control<br> Swallow my pride, you swallow me whole<br> Smile on my face to cover my hurt<br> Spent so much time but what was that for?<br><br> I'm broken hard, I'm saving it all<br> Crossing my head, mistaken for love<br>Marks on my back, they don't mean a thing<br> They ain't yours, they ain't yours<br><br> You don't know what it is you do to me<br> Yeah, you stole my heart<br> And all I have is a hole where it used to be<br> And my heart is flawed<br><br> It's like you've got some substitute for me<br> But he's not the one<br> You don't know what it is you do to me<br> Yeah, you leave me numb<br><br> Numb, yeah you leave me<br><br> I got dropped off in a black box<br> Lived on a matchbox in your rage<br> You say "we are merely players<br> Who still act off at this day<br> I kept begging you to stay like<br> "Baby, please don't leave me"<br> And I dream on, you gettin' your plot and your scheme on<br> And I behave where my beans on<br> He love me, he love me, no he don't<br> 'Cause you make me feel like the night before Christmas<br> Love is a crime, and I'm stuck in your prision<br> Far as you want, baby I go the distance<br> If you on it, I'm on it, why are we drilling<br><br> You don't know what it is you do to me<br> Yeah, you stole my heart<br> And all I have is a hole where it used to be<br> And my heart is flawed<br><br> It's like you've got some substitute for me<br> But he's not the one<br> You don't know what it is you do to me<br> Yeah, you leave me numb