03' Adolescence

I grew up, a f*ckin' screw up<br> Tie my shoe up, wish they was newer<br> Damn, need somethin' newer<br> In love with the baddest girl in the city, I wish I knew her<br> I wish I weren't so shy, I wish I was a bit more fly<br> I wish that I, could tell her how I really feel inside<br> That I'm the perfect n*gga for her, but then maybe that's a lie<br> She like a certain type of n*gga, and it's clear I'm not that guy<br> Ball player, star player, I'm just watchin' from the side<br> On the bench, cause my lack of confidence won't let me fly<br> I ain't grow up with my father, I ain't grow up