Damned if I Do

<br>Why do I feel so alone in a crowd of people I know<br><br>Is it wrong to feel so insecure so unappealing? <br><br>Why walk around in disguise with a fake grin on my face? <br><br>What would it prove? <br><br>What would I gain? <br><br>Id still feel so out of place<br><br>Damned if I do<br><br>Damned if I dont<br><br>But I wont turn out like you<br><br>Midlife crisis at the age of 22<br><br>Who knew? <br><br>I need some answers<br><br>Cross the street and down the avenue<br><br>I stopped for the woman<br><br>Paid five bucks and got my palm read<br><br>And she said<br><br>You shouldnt be smiling boy<br><br>This life line says youre allready dead<br><br>Just keep on moving forward never turning back<br><br>But with every step ahead I take they pull me two steps back<br><br>They pull me two steps back