Remainder

your search for patterns found me standing in line<br>in avoiding compliance you fell into mine your good intentions are set aside<br>build me up with promise broken down in time<br>I`d hoped for the ideal but it was redirected<br>through the new excuses the result is the same<br>an exercise in patience is rewarded with indifference<br>I haven`t left my place no relief from this tired air<br>but I`m always the one to apolagize now I`ve surrendered my pride<br>and its left me feeling weak all signs say it`s over and I have no control