Just a Nobody

(*talking*)<br>G`yeah, we gon slow things down a lil` bit<br>So I can take time out, address some issues<br>Give you the real me, walk with me<br>I ain`t write this one to lose you, you feel me<br>Walk with me<br><br>[Yung Ro]<br>Nobody understands, so I wrote God a letter<br>All I wanted was peace, and for my family to do better<br>It`s like they drained the love out me, but I couldn`t hate you<br>And I had hunger pains, only a bum could relate to<br>On my own, but I`m still smiling still standing<br>Use to pray for the pain to stop, now I only pray for understanding<br>I`m a changed man, me eyesight`s so filthy<br>My heart bleeds for the world, and I don`t need a critic<br>Or applause, see homie I`m just doing my job<br>I grew out of that gift and curse, I use to think it was hard<br>I often talk to God, and I remember the first time<br>On my knees holding my head, telling James and crying<br>Couldn`t move something pulling me, don`t feel like a force<br>See something talking, but it don`t sound like a voice<br>Curious, and when I find out the source<br>See what would you do man, I had to make a choice<br>Listen to these words, come from a young man<br>So far but so close, everyone could understand<br>I`m not rap or hip hop, and I say it so proudly<br>Call me what you want, just no that I`m nobody<br><br>[Hook: Chamillionaire - 2x]<br>I`m just a nobody, trying to tell everybody<br>About somebody, who can save anybody<br><br>[Yung Ro]<br>How could you look someone straight in the face, and look down on em<br>When God`s the only one above me, he don`t look down on him<br>Was it the drugs or my heart, that made me feel so worthless<br>I got a gift, and at times I don`t think I deserve it<br>Some people think I`m perfect, I can`t describe my fears<br>And if I cried, you wouldn`t even understand my tears<br>Lord forgive me for my thoughts, my conscience is killing me<br>Cause most times when evil comes, I just go so willingly<br>My mind sometimes clicks, and everything sit still`s<br>And at that moment it`s so real, yet it`s so unreal<br>Got me feeling dead already, Lord my life`s so hard<br>Now I know, why the only thing to fear is God<br>A lot of things are odd, am I wrong or right<br>And I got them same thoughts, that made Mase turn to Christ<br>And I`ve been searching for the truth, in tears willing and hoping<br>Went to church still not moved, wasn`t feeling the modif<br>Late night jamming Sam Cooke, realizing that change coming<br>Just can`t depend on partnas, family or my woman<br>Find myself singing humming, to myself so proudly<br>See I got peace with God, even when I got nobody<br><br>[Hook - 2x]<br><br>[Yung Ro]<br>For 20 years I grew up, without no home<br>So I came up with nobody, cause I feel so alone<br>Many thoughts in my dome, times getting too hard<br>I`m starving and sinning, trying to stay close to God<br>Still praying to the Lord, but feeling like I`m gon crumble<br>Receiving test after test, and still remaining so humble<br>The mo` humble I stay, the mo` knowledge I gain<br>And the mo` knowledge I gain, the mo` I understood pain<br>And the mo` I understood pain, the bigger my heart grew<br>But hear my pain grew mo`, cause now I hurt for me and you<br>And when you stressed and depressed, remember nobody cares<br>And my nigga when you feel alone, nobody`s there<br>And my team nobody, we ain`t never alone<br>Cause we live in nobody land, and our heart is our home<br>You could ask any of my niggaz, they`ll tell you what`s up<br>It`s nobody to the end, because nobody gave a fuck<br>And nobody would bust, you think I`m playing do you<br>When you got nobody to worry about, cause nobody will shoot you<br>It`s crucial my nigga, I got too much love<br>Remember nights on my knees, sending my praises above<br>Saying nobody hears me, and nobody listens<br>I found out nobody cares, and receive the mission<br>And what I thought I`d been missing, had been there the whole time<br>Love, support, foundation and grind<br>And now I`m a nobody, on a mission from heaven<br>To make the world feel nobody, and when I die I`ll be a legend<br><br>G`yeah, to make the world feel nobody<br>And when I die I`ll be a legend<br><br>[Hook - 2x]<br><br>(*humming*)<br><br>(Chamillionaire)<br>La-la-la-la-la, nobo-ody nobody