I Know It`s Not Easy

<br>Call me when you think the coast is clear<br>I`ve been hiding out almost a year<br>Is there something wrong?<br>What`s taking you so long?<br>And yeah, I know it`s not easy<br><br>You said if I waited it`d pay off<br>But my eyes are growing wild and my body`s gone soft<br>Is there something wrong?<br>What`s taking you so long?<br>And yeah, I know it`s not easy<br><br>You said I should let go of your hand<br>But I don`t even know if I can<br>You`re the only one<br>You are the very sun to me<br>And you know it`s not easy<br><br>You`d tell me, wouldn`t you, if we needed to talk?<br>And you`d tell me, wouldn`t you, if I`d pissed you off?<br>Is there something wrong?<br>What`s taking you so long?<br>And yeah, I know it`s not easy<br><br>Well, I look at the stars and I know you`re under them<br>I look at the cars and I know you insure them<br>I look at the books and things people are reading<br>I know that you`ve written them, too<br>You`ve got so many little things to do<br>But then I look at my life and I know you`ve forgotten<br>The promise you made to me<br>I think that`s rotten<br>I`m hopelessly lost and there`s hardly a sound anymore<br>Coming through that can show me around<br>`Cause I`m endlessly, endlessly searching the crowd<br>Looking for something from you<br>Just one fucking measly clue<br>Any shitty little tip-off would do<br>But I`m just an ant in Alaska to you<br><br>Then I look at the stars and I know you`re under them<br>I look at the cars and I know you insure them<br>I look at the books and the things people are reading<br>I know that you`ve written them, too<br>You`ve got so many little things to do<br>But then I look at my life and I know you`ve forgotten<br>The promise you made to me<br>I think that`s rotten<br>I`m hopelessly lost and there`s hardly a sound anymore<br>Coming through that could show me around<br>`Cause I`m endlessly, endlessly searching the crowd<br>Looking for something from you<br>Just one fucking measly clue<br>Any shitty little tip-off would do<br>But I`m just and ant in Alaska to you<br>I`m just an ant in Alaska<br>An ant in Alaska<br>An ant in Alaska to you