For The Angels And For Me

<br>When I can`t see what`s real and unreal<br>Reality but a bleak memory to me<br>Of years in sorrow and hatred<br>The dreams they helped me through<br>Lifted me up from the shadows<br>Suicide was near, but not here<br>In a world no one can see<br>Only for the angels and for me<br>I escaped the truth and the lies<br>Forced my soul to depart with my body<br>That always was sitting by a window<br>Gazing out into that cold and rainy street<br>Tears in eyes because of someone lost<br>Or maybe never found<br>My mind was always filled with so much anger<br>I don`t carry that burden anymore<br>I`m free of feelings, but still I care<br>For all the ones I left behind